We are here, investigating with you, the end of this issue, this notion, which is the notion of time.When we speak of the Reality of God, we are not talking about something-just as when we speak of the Truth of this Liberation or the Awakening of Consciousness, we may have various names for this, various expressions for this-we are not talking about something that occurs within time. Quite the opposite, we are talking about something that happens in this instant, outside of time. It is here, in this instant, where time does not exist, that this Realization reveals itself. It is not something to be achieved, something to be obtained, something to be conquered.
This is where we encounter the great difficulty that most people have when they come into contact with this subject. Because they have the idea that Spiritual Enlightenment, the Awakening of Consciousness, is something that will occur over time. However, the Truth of what we are is not in time.
Here, when we are dealing with the Truth of what we are, we are dealing with that which is free from birth and death. The body was born, life is happening for this body, or this body is in life, in time. At least, this is the notion we have when we look at it in a superficial way, when we look from an observer's perspective-this "I" that separates itself. It separates itself as being the "center" of the experience of life, of living.
So, we look at the body, we look at the world, we look at life from this "center." Thus, our approach is a mental approach, it is naturally a mistaken approach-because it is an approach within a dream.
Life, as we know it in the mind, is just a dream. A dream that begins at birth and ends at death. So, here we come across an illusion. The illusion of this life which, in fact, consists only of a dream: a dream of being alive, moving towards death.
At night, we have dreams when we lay down to sleep. Notice that we are never aware of the beginning of the dream, of when the dream starts. We are only aware of the end of the dream because there is an awakening. Now, take note: an awakening to a new dream. So, we move from one level of dream consciousness to a level of waking consciousness; in truth, we move from one dream to another dream. This is what we call life, and in this life, we believe in this "center" that separates itself, that sees the dream from itself.
Thus, there is this awareness of the dreamer, of the experiencer of the dream, which is the "I," which is the "person."
So, everything we call life consists only of the experience of this dream for a dreamer. It happens in the waking state, in this state in which we find ourselves, and it happens at night when we sleep and dream.
The question is: what is the reality of this Being? This Being that we are? For us, it has no beginning; for us, it has no end. To this particular, conditioned view that we have, this Being seems to have started existing at the birth of the body. And it seems that it, in some way, will no longer exist-or at least not in this human form-at the death of the body. However, we can observe this closely and realize that this entire notion we have, which is the notion of time, is a notion that thought produces.
Observe that there is no time without the notion of thought: it is thought that gives us the notion of a future.
We have chronological time, but we do not have psychological time, the created future, except through thought. This psychological future is the future that thought creates. There is no future other than what thought produces. So, we have the time on the clock, but we do not have a psychological future-unless thought creates this future. And all our conditioning, within this notion of progress, growth, and evolution, is within this "future model." A future where the image that thought has, that thought forms, creates it.
So, "tomorrow I will realize love"; "tomorrow I will realize Peace, Happiness, Freedom, God!" Notice that it is a future that thought creates. In this notion: "I do not have, but I will have"; "I am not, but I will be." This idea of becoming, of achieving, of obtaining, of coming to be; "I am not, but I will become that"; "I will achieve that"; "I will realize that." This notion within us is the notion of time.
What we are seeing here with you is that this entire notion, which is the notion that thought produces, has no reality. Since thought is something that comes from the past-it only deals with experiences that have ended, that are over, that are gone. It brings these experiences to this moment, and it seeks the continuity of these experiences, creating the affirmation of a present identity: which is the experiencer, which is the thinker. This thinker, which is the experiencer, is the one that, due to thought, has the idea of continuity in the future.
There is no such thinker. It is just thought projecting itself into the future, into the future that it idealizes.
So, what do we have when we deal with thought? The only thing present in thought is past impressions. These impressions are memories, they are recollections; nothing more than that. These recollections, memories, are imaginations; they are moving images, images from the past, memory in motion. That is, this future does not exist-there is only the past, as memory, as imagination.
So, when we idealize God in the future, we are idealizing, through thought, from this thinker, an imagination. The Divine Reality is not in time, in this psychological time. This Divine Reality is in this instant, outside of this time.
Therefore, it is not something to be achieved, to be realized. This "coming to be" is an imagination of this "center."
What is this "center"? It is this set of memories, of recollections. This "center" is this set of images moving, in this instant, as if there were a "tomorrow to go to," as if there were a "past that was lived."
Notice what an interesting thing we have here: this movement-which is the movement of this "center," which is the "I," which is this "experiencer," which is this "ego"-this movement is the movement of memory, it is the movement of recollection. But it is the movement happening now.
The point is that we are bringing life to that which has no life.
The point is that we are bringing life to that which has no life. When we get involved, we are giving identity to this thinker who is projecting itself, wanting to do something with this movement, which is the movement of images. So, we are animating that which has no life, which is memory, which is the past, which is thought.
Thus, the truth about time-this so-called past-is thought; this notion of the present-you have the notion of the present in relation to a reference to the past-is still thought, which is the past. And this notion of the future is part of this thought, which is the past, and this has no life. Unless thought itself projects into this idea of "coming to be."
That is why we have this notion of realizing truth tomorrow; realizing peace tomorrow; happiness tomorrow; freedom tomorrow; love tomorrow. For us, there is always this notion of "coming to be." "I am not, but I am moving toward being, I am heading toward this goal, this objective."
We have not learned, within our society, our world, our culture, to deal with what is here. In fact, we receive from our culture techniques, methods, formulas-precisely to escape from what is here, when what is here is painful, when what is here is unpleasant. Guilt is a painful thing; regret is a painful thing; fear is a painful thing; anguish is a painful thing. This is present because of thought: thought is guilt, thought is remorse, thought is fear, thought is anguish.
We are dealing with thought at this moment, but with the ideal of getting rid of it because it is painful. We create the "coming to be." "Tomorrow I will be free from this, I will be free from this." Or, "in this moment, I must escape from this." So, we are always creating ways to escape the pain that presents itself here, in this instant; or an ideal of getting rid of this pain later, tomorrow-this tomorrow that thought is creating, this future that thought is idealizing.
So, we have this movement, which is the movement of time, either to achieve or to escape.
We have various ways of escaping from this moment when this moment appears unpleasant. It appears unpleasant because the experiencer, who is the thinker, emerges loaded with a feeling, with a sensation, with an emotion. If it is painful due to a painful memory, this pain is here now, but we do not look at this pain; we escape from this pain.
So, people go smoke, drink, they seek this or that form of distraction. There is always an inclination to escape from what is painful. We always flee from what is painful to something that is pleasurable.
So, our conditioning is always to escape from pain and seek pleasure. If what appears here is painful, we want to escape: we go to the theater, we go drinking, we go dating, we go traveling, because this temporarily distracts us from this pain. It does not put an end to this pain; it does not eliminate this pain. But we manage to escape-there are thousands of ways to escape, and each person has their particular way of escaping the pain that arises.
If what arises at this moment is pleasurable, we enjoy it, we want more of it. So, we live cultivating pleasure when we seek more of what gives us pleasure; we cultivate pain when we flee from what causes us pain.
Thus, we are always living within this movement, which is the psychological movement of time.
This psychological movement of time constitutes itself as the "center" of this identity. This "I" has as its center this movement. The movement in time-this movement in time-is filled with images, memories, recollections.
So, our psychological movement of "being someone" is a movement that occurs in time-which is basically thought. This set of recollections, painful recollections, and pleasurable recollections.
So, we are living within this condition. This is the condition of the "I"; it is the condition of the "ego."
When we grow tired of this, of this purely materialistic model of life, we turn to this so-called "spiritual life" or the "life of spirituality." That is when we begin to have aspirations for higher things, greater things, greater achievements, greater realizations.
These so-called higher, greater realizations and achievements-notice-they are still within a search for fulfillment, for realization, for satisfaction at a different level than what we previously achieved.
So, when we grow tired of materialism, we turn to spirituality. But we are always within this movement that is still the movement of the "I" involved with this notion of time, of achieving, of realizing, of "coming to be."
That is when we also speak of finding the Realization of Truth, the Divine Realization. We speak of having an "encounter with God."
Notice: the notion of God, in time; the notion of the realization of truth, in time; the realization of happiness, in time.
So, we are always, within our culture, within our conditioning, within what we have been taught, maintaining the continuity of this entity, which is the "I," the "me," seeking something for itself.
Observe that this movement is the movement of duality because there is this "I," the "me," the "center," seeking something. So, there is this separation.
Then, we have the notion of time, of the future, to achieve or to realize; and the identity that will achieve, that will realize.
So, it is always from this frustration of identity, which is "egoic," that sees itself as separate from the experience, feeling frustrated for lacking something-either it is the desire to get rid of pain, or it is the desire to achieve pleasure, or it is the desire to realize something beyond this pleasure and pain, within the known-thus having a richer, deeper experience, the so-called "spiritual experience."
But it is always this model of separation, of duality, and, therefore, of frustration.
Can we approach all this by letting go of time?
This is what we are investigating with you here on the channel and in these online meetings we have on weekends.
You have the WhatsApp link here in the video description to participate in these weekend meetings.
What we are working on together here is the end of time-this time that is time created by thought, that is time that is thought.
The way to approach the Truth is to approach what we are, in this instant.
To become aware of this frustration, which exists within this sense of separation, where there is this duality-this "I" and the "other thing"; this "I" and the "pain"; this "I" and the "pleasure"; or this "I" and this "experience," so-called "experience with God."
To become aware of the movement of the "I," to become aware of this "center," of this set of memories, recollections.
To perceive the sense of duality present and the illusion of it.
This awareness is the end of this condition, which is the condition of duality.
We have a notion-and this is the notion given to us in this old model-to achieve, to get rid of, to realize, or to get rid of what we do not want for ourselves.
We are within this model.
To become aware of this separation is to realize that there is no such thing-there is no "I" and "this pain"; this "I" and "this pleasure"; this "I" and "this experience," so-called spiritual.
It is a single movement: from this "center," the other thing is present.
Can we have an approach-this is the question-here, where there is no separation between this "I" and "this pain"; or this "I" and "this pleasure"; or this "I" and "this so-called spiritual, mystical, or religious experience"?
Can we perceive, for ourselves, with clarity, that this separation does not exist?
We are dealing with the same experience, centered within a process of illusion.
So, it is possible to free ourselves from this duality. To have an approach to oneself, becoming aware of what we are in this instant-this is the end of this duality, and therefore, it is the end of this separation.
Then, yes, there is a Realization, but it is not in time. Yes, there is Love, Freedom, Happiness, a Divine Reality, but it is not part of what thought projects, of what thought idealizes; it is not part of this movement, which is the movement of psychological time.
So, this is what we are showing here, working on here, investigating here with you.
The vision of the Reality of this Being is present when duality is no longer there.
When we go through painful experiences, when they return, they return in the form of pain, as memory, as recollection.
So, when we are internally, psychologically, here, in this instant, in suffering, we are involved with the past, with memory, with the recollection of pain, of a painful experience.
So, anxiety, fear, anguish, guilt-they are painful recollections. They come from the past, bringing a painful feeling, a painful sensation to an entity that is this "me," this "I," this "thinker," this "experiencer," living this again, here, now.
What it does is try to get rid of it, escaping to some level of distraction, to avoid living this pain.
So, this duality is present.
When it is pleasure, after going through pleasant experiences, when the recollection comes, the pleasure comes along with that recollection. This sensation, this feeling, is something that is also coming from the past.
For this pleasure, we want continuity. So, we seek more of it.
Then, we have desire.
So, on one side, we have desire, which is the search for the continuity of pleasure-something also coming from memory, from the past, from recollection.
On the other side, we have pain-fear is part of this-which we want to get rid of, something also coming from the past.
See, it is always at this moment that all this arises, but we never come into direct contact with the experience: whether of pain, of pleasure, or of imagination-of a so-called "spiritual realization."
We do not realize that it is thought that is producing all three of these things.
This thought, or feeling, or sensation, is the experience; and there is this "me," this "I," this "experiencer," engaging with this experience and giving continuity to it.
Continuity to the imagination of this so-called "spiritual realization," this idealization of this encounter with truth, this encounter with love, this encounter with God, or the idealization, or this search to rid oneself of this pain, of this fear, or this pursuit of continuity in pleasure.
To come into direct contact with this, simply to become aware that all this comes from the past, that it is just a movement created by this "center," which is the "I," the "ego," which are these recollections, these memories, just to become aware of this.
When there is no psychological involvement of wanting to do something with this-whether with pain, with pleasure, or with this so-called search (which is still a projection from the past, still from thought)-when we simply become aware of this, duality comes to an end.
Notice that this, in this instant, is the end of time!
Now, there is no time-it is when psychological time ends, that thought ends.
And when thought ends, when this movement of experience loses its value, this "experiencer," this "center," loses its importance.
When this occurs, this duality disappears.
To have direct contact with what is here, in this moment, without fleeing, without seeking, or without imagining; to become aware of this, is the end of duality.
This is the end of the "I"; it is the end of the "ego"; it is the end of this sense of duality.
In India, they call this Advaita: non-duality, non-separation.
Advaita is non-duality.
The only reality present is that which is beyond time, beyond this model of separation.
It is when you are in direct contact with the Truth of what you are.
Then, this sense of the "I," which is the "thinker," which is the "experiencer," which is this "center," dissolves.
When this is no longer present, the experience also disappears.
So, this pleasure, or this pain, or this search for spirituality-all of this dissolves.
Because now, you have the Awareness of the only thing that is present: that which is present when the sense of the "I" is not.
So, we are facing something indescribable, nameless, which is Divine Reality.
Then, this contact with the Truth of your Being is now, here, when there is no movement of separation, when there is no movement of duality.
Something possible, present, when there is Real Awareness of Being, Pure Consciousness.
Here, we have online meetings, as mentioned, on weekends.
As we have mentioned here for you, we have these online meetings, where we can explore all this more deeply.
We work with questions and answers, and we experience a moment of stillness, of silence, of meditation.
These online meetings take place on weekends.
You have the WhatsApp link here in the video description to participate in these meetings.
Besides that, we have in-person meetings and also retreats.
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