It sounds strange to hear this, but that's exactly how it is. You have everything in life, but you don't have this. So, you have nothing.
Here, I refer to this science of God, to this science of truth. Your life, the way you live, where you find yourself as a separate element, apart from everything that it is, from everything it represents, is a condition of ignorance, of psychological ignorance, where you are merely within a personal dream, of the world, of achievements, of conquests, having already achieved much, achieved everything, if that's even possible. Achieving everything. See, all of this is part of your imagination, the imagination that you have everything, that you have achieved everything, or that one day you will achieve everything you wish to achieve, without the science of truth about yourself.
Here the expression is the science of Self-awareness. Here, the expression Self-awareness does not mean merely recognizing what you are. The recognition of what you are is a model of thought you have about who you are.
That's exactly how most people out there use this expression. That's exactly the sense. It's in this way.
The word Self-awareness, for them, is the knowledge of who they are. If you can know who you are, this knowledge you have about yourself is merely a mental, intellectual recognition, an image you now have constructed regarding what you believe yourself to be, based on a description of this, an analysis of this, evaluations and comparisons about this. Therefore, this is just another image that thought has established as being you.
Here, when we use the expression Self-awareness, we are talking about this science of understanding this "me," this "I." This understanding of this "me," this "I," is its dismissal.
So, the great truth of Self-awareness is the truth that this "me," this "I," this someone to know, does not exist. When you delve deeply into this self-understanding, you discover that this self is made up of images, of ideas.
What are these ideas? A set of thoughts forming a model, a concept, an idea. The truth about you being seen, the science of this truth, is the understanding that this you is not real. There is a present reality in this seeing.
But this reality of seeing is not the vision of someone seeing themselves, of someone understanding themselves, of someone self-knowing. The presence of this seeing is the science of truth. This science is the revelation of the only thing that matters in life, which is the very science of life, where the reality of God is present.
Thus, the only real thing in life is life's reality itself, within itself. This is the science of your Self, of your true nature, of this real consciousness. Note, not this consciousness which is the consciousness of the person. This person who achieves everything, or has achieved everything, or is always achieving what they desire, what they seek, what they want to accomplish.
Here we are with you discovering the science of truth, of what is truly present beyond this dream, this imagination, this thought we have about life. The thought we have about life is part of this ignorance we have regarding who we are.
The view you have of the world is the view from the idea of being someone in the world. Which is a fraud. Which is an illusion, a mistake, a deception. Here with you, we are investigating these countless issues. Notice, now, at the beginning of the speech, I said you might achieve everything in life.
See, this is part of an imagination. While the sense of the "I," of the ego, of this "me," while this ignorance prevails, which is the lack of understanding of the truth about who you are, you will always have issues, problems. So, these various unresolved issues, here we are with you exploring these issues, and these issues, they will always be present as long as ignorance prevails, as long as the illusion prevails.
And the illusion is this feeling of being someone. Observe, look, approach, and you will notice that you carry a sense of separation. You may believe in God, but you see yourself as a separate element from Him. This belief is just something that thought is also producing.
Our life, in this pattern of ignorance, of illusion about who we are, is made up of thoughts. So, you have a thought about God, a thought about others, a thought about yourself. And this present element, which is the "I," this "me," this you, carries countless problems. And here we are with you investigating these various fundamental issues of life.
One of these basic issues, among the countless issues we have, is precisely this: who am I? What is the truth about me? Because if I don't understand the truth about me, I don't understand the truth about life. Until I understand the truth about who I am, I will not have the truth about who the other is, about what life is, about what living is. If this is present exactly this way, confusion is established. These life issues remain unresolved.
So, life consists of problems. There is a level of dissatisfaction, of incompleteness, of internal, psychological unhappiness within each of us, expressing itself externally in our world of relationships with the various situations of life and naturally in the relationship with others. So we have countless unresolved issues. These various life issues have not been solved. Internal states are present, and most of us do not even suspect the possibility of a free life, truly in peace, full of love, of happiness, where a profound understanding of what life is, what it represents, what it means, is present.
Because we are involved in a subjective world, in a psychological world of thoughts about life. The thought that has been given to us by human history, by human culture, by human society, by the world, is that we are human creatures, living a human life and having to, in this life, achieve things, accomplish goals, purposes, dreams, various achievements, to find happiness, peace, and love in life as human beings. All of this is completely illusory.
So, based on this principle, we are living a life filled with envy, ambition, desires, worries, fears, in direct contact with others, within this internal level of dissatisfaction, creating in this relationship with him or her all sorts of confusion, all sorts of complications. We do not understand the truth about who we are, we do not know the truth about others, we do not know the truth about God. Here we are dealing with you about the awakening of this spiritual intelligence, of this new way-I say new, but this unprecedented way-of approaching life, without this element within us that makes use of its conclusions, deductions, speculations, beliefs. I refer to this element, which is the element in us of thought. To evaluate life, to position oneself with others in this relationship, to situate oneself in oneself. So, what is this element that makes possible this truth of awakening intelligence? For this reality, which is this divine science, which is the science of God, to reveal itself? Well, we've already touched on the matter of the importance of Self-awareness.
Within this Self-awareness is a fundamental element, which is the science of God, revealing itself through meditation. There is nothing more precious than the art of meditation. So, when some people ask: how to meditate in the right way? The real way of approaching meditation is by discovering how to go beyond the model of thought, this model we have of thought.
That's why we need to investigate here what thought is, how it happens, how it operates within each of us. Do you know why you have worries? Why do you carry conflicts present within desires that conflict? Why do these conflicting desires exist? Observe that you have a desire, and you have another desire against the first. One desire is for something; you desire something, but within you, there is also another desire that contradicts, that fights against the first desire.
So, we carry the conflict of desires. Our desires are conflicting. And why is this present? Why is fear present in its various forms? When you have a present fear, that fear is fear of something.
It is always fear relative to something. But that fear is present, observe, always when a thought is present about that thing. You cannot feel fear without the memory or the recollection of something that causes, that provokes that fear.
So, fear is present also due to thought, just as desires that generate and produce conflicts and internal contradictions, emotional disorder, where there is an internal contradiction between the thought about what you desire and another thought about something else contrary to it. It is always thought producing this, just as worries. And why is all this present? Because you do not know how thought works.
And without this foundation of understanding how thought establishes itself in you, as an element driving you to actions, to words, to behaviors, without the understanding of this element in you, which is thought, we do not have a real foundation for meditation. Therefore, what is thought? Thought is an element in you that arises because of memories, of recollections. When going through a certain situation, the brain records it.
This then becomes a memory, a recollection. This recollection, when it returns, comes back in this format, which is the format of thought. And our life is centered on the model of thought.
We are constantly being directed, led, moved, driven by thought. So what is it to look at thought when it arises and not confuse yourself with it when it appears? Usually, when it appears, it already leads us to action, to expression in speech, or to a certain behavior.
So, we are always acting from thought. The movement of thought determines our speech, our actions, our behaviors, guided by thought, since thought is this element that comes from the past, which is memory. This contact with life here, at this moment, what we are having is a new moment.
But this way of approaching this new moment based on this past, which is this memory, puts us in a condition where we establish some level of conflict, of problem. So, we need to have an approach to the presence of meditation. Once meditation is the emptying of this old content of memory. When we have the presence of the truth of meditation, we have the presence of intelligence, which is this ability to deal with the moment without the past, without the interference of this model that comes from the past, which is thought. So, we need to know what it is to meditate correctly. And meditation, in a correct way, is that which is here and now, when you can become aware of thought without engaging with it as the thinker of that thought. Discovering what it is to look at thought without engaging with it is to be present without the presence of the "I." See, we are facing something that is not so simple because we have been involved for a long time with the model of thought, being led by thought to speak, to act, to behave, within our relationships. Because, notice, it is always in relationships that everything happens. Life happens at this moment in relationships.
In these relationships with objects, with people, with situations. In the very relationship or these internal relationships we have with ourselves, where we have to deal with feelings, with emotions, that generate internal states, producing in us commotions, emotions, feelings, sensations. Looking at thought when it arises, with all the impression it brings from the past, which is from memory, without engaging with it.
This requires the presence of a new gaze, disidentified, where there is no choice, no liking, no disliking, this wanting or not wanting, this trusting or distrusting of thought. It appears, and there is this gaze, this attention is present. See, this is something now here, at this moment, in contact with the other, in contact with this or that situation, event, or occurrence, in this contact with yourself. So, we have an approach to the truth about meditation. The truth about meditation brings you closer to a new energy. In this energy, this new brain is present, which quiets, which silences, because there is only the gaze, without interference, without intervention, without this wanting or not wanting, liking or disliking.
So, a new quality of action happens, also of speech, of behavior happens. Then, the true approach to the awakening of this spiritual intelligence makes these various fundamental issues we have in life, in a very natural way, disappear. As issues, they are problems. But due to the presence of this intelligence, this silence, this stillness, this new gaze, where something that does not belong to the mind as we know it is present.
So, in these meetings here, we are discovering with you how this process unfolds. We need to learn how to deal with thoughts, emotions, sensations, and perceptions. And learning to deal with this requires the presence of this silence, of this energy, of this awareness of our reactions.
The presence of true meditation-note that at no point are we recommending you go to a separate place to meditate-the beauty of the encounter with meditation is that meditation reveals itself in this moment. This does not require the presence of wanting, of will, of volition, which is this movement of the "I," still of the meditator, to find a reserved place for this.
Meditation is real at this moment, in this instant. It is present precisely when the meditator is not, when the "I," which is this element carrying this liking and disliking, this wanting and not wanting, is no longer present. Then, we find ourselves, notice, with life happening here and now. In this contact with the husband, with the wife, with the family, with the world, in this contact with yourself, you discover what it is to deal with life, with this totality of life, without this element from the past. This element is the experiencer. It is the one who carries all these past experiences.
And when thoughts arise at this moment, it interprets, evaluates, lingers in this wanting, not wanting, liking, not liking. So, we are eliminating this element from this moment. This is the true foundation for the science that reveals what lies beyond the known, which is the truth of God.
Once this is present, once you have a profound approach to this encounter with yourself, at that moment, the revelation is present that this element is not only dispensable but also dysfunctional in this moment. When you look at someone, in this gaze, we can have the presence of meditation in the gaze, of this silence, of this stillness, of this absence of the "I," of the ego, in this gaze. Or we can have the old and ancient movement of unconsciousness, of reaction, something that comes from the past and constantly interferes within relationships and creates problems. Bringing into this moment, into this instant, the vision of life, without the particular vision of the "I," is essential. Then, an approach to true meditation is an approach to yourself in this instant.
Observe that in life, everything we dedicate ourselves to, commit to, engage in, in a way, mastery happens. When you, again and again and again, engage in some activity-see, a technical or professional activity-everything improves, becomes increasingly simple, more natural. This happens due to motor memory, muscular memory. This skill develops and deepens in that type of activity.
Here we are inviting you to something much, much more precious. However, notice, we are not dealing with something technical, and yet we are inviting you to this disposition of alertness, of attention to your reactions. Then, naturally, this sense of real awareness, of real presence, begins to take this space due to this presence, of attention, of awareness of these reactions. Here we need to have a real approach to all of this-applied, dedicated, involved.
See, we are facing the only thing that matters in life, which is the realization of God. So, you can truly accomplish or believe you have accomplished everything out there. Without this realization, this completeness of being, of this silence, of this life in love, in wisdom, the condition will always be that old condition of sleep, of dreaming, of unconsciousness.
So, here we are together showing you how this becomes possible in this life. We have here, on Saturdays and Sundays, these meetings.
These are online meetings where we are deepening this with you, showing you how this becomes possible in this life, naturally having this contact with silence in these meetings. You have here in the video description our WhatsApp link to participate in these online meetings on weekends. Additionally, we have in-person meetings and also retreats.
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