Here, our emphasis with you consists of an approach to life within a comprehension of its meaning. The difficulty we have in life is that we don't welcome life as it happens. We were brought up within a model of the world where, from an early age, we were always given projects, goals, purposes, ideas and dreams. We don't deal with life as it happens, we are always dealing with life from this background of mental representation of how life needs to be, should be or could be for us.
Here, together, we are investigating this issue, which is this "I." There is no other element present separating itself from life to evaluate life from this background. The only element present to be investigated is not life as it happens, but exactly this "I" as it appears - and this "I" is us. So, we need to comprehend a few things here; in fact, we need to comprehend only one thing, and this one thing is the truth about this "I."
The way we look at life is from a psychological conditioning due to the presence of a conditioned mind. We don't know how to deal with thought, for example. This conditioning prevents us from a comprehension of what is going on to us. Thus, we need to approach life with a new approach, something that becomes very complex, not at all simple, because of this background of conditioning.
When we deal with life, we are dealing with what is there. Life represents several very complex aspects; the complexity of these aspects is due to the way we approach life itself. Life is not complex, it is not difficult, it is not what we believe it to be. Despite not being complex or difficult, life consists of something happening right now, at every moment, like a great mystery.
There is no way of approaching life from the viewpoint of thought. This format of thought, the way in which thought is processed within each one of us, is trying to make a reading of life. So we have from life from the viewpoint of thought, in this conditioned mind, in this psychological conditioning, a mistaken view.
Every moment, we come across something new in life; life is always something new coming up. Every moment, every instant, we are faced with something new, and attending to this new thing requires a quality of mind that we don't know. Only a free, unimpeded, silent mind with a quiet brain is really capable of looking at life as it happens, without generating conflict, disorder and confusion. But the mind we know is the mind that, when looking at life, carries its own perspective, its own peculiar vision. So, let's look at this together.
Why is it that when we look at the experience of life, or life as it happens, we produce conflict, confusion, disorder and suffering, not only for ourselves, but for the world around us? Why does it happen? Because we look from the past. It's the past that doesn't allow us to make contact with life in Freedom.
The absence of this Freedom: let's touch on this a little here with you. We weren't created, educated for Freedom; on the contrary, we were trained, conditioned, programmed to think, to feel and to act in life. In other words, our actions too, all of them, are shaped by this model of feeling and thinking educated by society, educated by culture, for a very peculiar behavior, and this behavior is the behavior of the "I."
What is the truth of this "I"? This "I" is this present element that moves through life from thought. Then, that's how we're moving through life. This movement from the "I" is the movement of the absence of Freedom. Our idea of freedom, in general, is the freedom to do what we wish, to do what we want, to be who we believe we are. Some use the expression "we need to be ourselves." What is "being ourselves"? All we know of this being that we are is what culture has taught us to be, shown us how to be.
So, when we talk about freedom to do what we want, to be who we are, we are only under the influence of desire. It is not possible to have a real vision of Freedom as long as our impulse to act is the impulse to acquire, the impulse to obtain what we desire.
Because, in reality, what do we want? We desire what is present in that background of mental conditioning. We've experienced pleasure, and now we want that pleasure to return, that's our desire, even if that pleasure implies suffering for the other, as is the case with this movement in us, for example, in ambition. We live within a dispute, trying to outdo others, to achieve what we want in order to get what we want. This movement, in general, is what we call freedom, whereas here we are only in the impulse of dissatisfaction.
There is an aspect within this issue of desire that we don't perceive, which is the presence of fear. The same impulse to obtain what you want, such as pleasure, is the same impulse that seeks to keep you away from what causes you pain - and that's another aspect of desire too. We desire pleasure, but we also want to escape pain. This issue of desire needs to be investigated. Desire is natural; desire just shows us that we are responding to life. The problem arises when we don't comprehend the place of desire.
The quality of desire we know is not the simple, natural desire to obtain what we actually need. The desire we know is psychological desire, it's what drives us in search of fulfillment and achievement at the level of the "I," at the level of the ego. This quality of desire also carries fear. We live in this pursuit of desire - I refer to this quality of psychological desire, which is desire in search of fulfillment and egocentric satisfaction - and we also live within this same model of escape from pain.
So, our desire also implies this escape from suffering; a suffering that, by the way, we create from these impulses. This whole model of the "I" impulse, the ego impulse, in its search for fulfillment and satisfaction, is something that involves the search for pleasure and the escape from pain. And the truth is that this whole movement is the egocentric movement, this whole movement comes from the past, it comes from this psychological condition, which is the condition of the "I," which is the condition of the ego.
Thus, when people ask what fear is, one of the aspects of fear we generally ignore, is that fear, is this escape from pain. But who is this element in this escape from pain if not the "I" itself, this egocentric movement within this desire to escape? Here, with you, we are investigating the end to this psychological condition, which is the condition of ego-identity, for a real encounter with Life as it happens at that instant, free from this model, which is the model of these egocentric activities.
Therefore, the presence of Freedom, of this free mind, is fundamental. How to realize this free mind? And how do we assume the Truth of this free mind? It happens when we abandon this internal condition from us, this internal movement, which is the movement of the "I," which is this movement of the ego. This is done by looking, by perceiving, by comprehending all this movement. What we have given here as the foundation for this vision, for this Truth of the Liberation from this psychological condition, which is the condition of this ego-identity, is to realize here, in life, the comprehension of ourselves through Self-Awareness.
Unless you have a direct comprehension of how you internally function, you will never comprehend life. As we've just said: life is not something difficult, it's not something complex, but it is the presence of a Mystery, which at every moment is showing itself, revealing itself, and you can't become aware of this Revelation from the past, from the model of thought. Then, the end of this conditioned mind, of this psychological conditioning, is to approach life as it happens, as it is. And in this encounter with Life, we have the encounter with Happiness.
In general, all this search for satisfaction, for achievements, for projects, objectives, dreams is what has been given to us as a model within this context of society, of human values, of worldly values. A life turned towards the Truth is the end of this old condition, towards an encounter with life at that instant without the past, without this pattern of a conditioned mind.
The position of the person in the world, of human beings as they live, despite all the external achievements they have - achievements driven by the common model, by the model of conditioned mind, of psychological conditioning - in the midst of all these achievements, human beings still remain unhappy, problematic, and unaware of the Divine Reality present here and now because they are living in thought, living in that old condition of the "I," of the ego. Their whole impulse in life is to seek pleasure; all this seeking of pleasure carries the presence of pain. We don't become aware of this because we lack a vision of how we function internally, we lack a vision that we are functioning in a programmed way, within a context of consciousness common to all.
Here, together, we are investigating all this to go beyond this psychological egoic condition, to go beyond this illusion of the sense of someone present needing something in life. The truth is that the Presence of Life is the Presence of your Being. This Being is Divine Reality itself, this is the True Nature, the Real Nature of What is You in Your Being. An encounter with Life is an encounter with Reality at that instant.
There is no separation between life as it happens and the Reality of your Being. However, as long as this sense of "I," this conditioned mind, this psychological conditioning, is present, you will always be asking: "what is fear," "how to get rid of suffering," "how to overcome depression," "how to overcome stress and anxiety." That is because all these frames are typical representations of this psychological condition, which is the condition of the egoic mind, this isolationist, separatist consciousness, this sense of the ego, this presence of the "I."
Approaching the Reality of Life, assuming this Reality, seeing the Beauty of Life as it happens, having a real approach to this Mystery, requires the absence of this old condition. The presence of Self-Awareness opens this door to the awareness that Reveals God, that Reveals your Being. Happiness is possible in this life when this Life is Real, when this Life is no longer this idea of "my life," when this Life is Divine Life.
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