Here, the point is that we need to investigate what lies behind this question, whether or not it has importance and relevance for each of us. I refer to this question: "How to find God?" What lies behind this question? What does this encounter with God truly mean?
Notice that this question is being asked by those who are in search or pursuit of Truth. But what happens in this search? We visualize Truth as something to be found, and then we move from a search. The movement of seeking within us is the movement of will, of wanting, of desire to get there, to find it.
The idea within us is that we are not living the Truth, and that we need to live the Truth, and that we will live the Truth when we move from here to that place where it is found. This Truth is God! This may seem very reasonable, plausible, and true to us, but why not investigate what is here? Why not become aware of what is present here? It is here that we come across a mistaken view.
The Truth is that which is revealing itself here, as we are, as we show ourselves, as we present ourselves. We do not want to look at what we are because we have an idea of what we need to be. We have an idea of what we need to become. Thus, we place the encounter with Truth for the future, for tomorrow.
What we need here is something else: we need to be aware of what is present here. It is the comprehension of what we are, the comprehension of the truth about ourselves. And it is precisely the comprehension of the truth about ourselves that performs a work, that operates a change.
It is the vision of the truth about ourselves that requires the presence of this learning about Self-awareness, which allows us to see the illusion of what we are within this Truth. The idea that Truth is in the future is something we are projecting now, within an illusory perspective, within a vision that tries to escape, to get rid of what is present here. What is here is uncomfortable, heavy, and difficult.
We have a tedious and afflicted life, complicated, disoriented, in suffering. So, we idealize Truth as being different from the condition in which we find ourselves. This idealization is the image that thought constructs based on the state in which we find ourselves. Yes, there is a Divine Reality, there is a Reality that is the Reality of God, but it is not to be found, it is the Reality that reveals itself; and it reveals itself when we comprehend the truth, but not the Truth about God, but rather the truth about ourselves; the truth about what we are, precisely this that we are, here, at this moment.
Learning about Self-awareness is to be aware of how we function, of what we hide and what we declare, of what is present on the surface of our private life, in our relations, and the awareness of what is hidden within ourselves, always finding a way of expression from this mind we carry.
The way we are responding to life, the way we are dealing with people, dealing with the world- the world of ideas, the world of people, the world of objects, the world of the relations we have with our possessions, with the objects we own... We are surrounded by objects, by people, surrounded by situations, and also, internally, we carry many particular forms of worldview, of views about others, of views about ourselves.
Thus, both what is external, on the surface, and what is hidden, in the depths, in what we might call the unconscious within us, the presence of mind in us has this surface and this depth. Everything we are holding onto but have not become aware of, is what is hidden within us-some call it the unconscious or unconscious mind.
We are dealing with one single mind: it is the mind of the "me," it is the mind of the person. And we are projecting a reality, a truth, beyond the condition in which we currently find ourselves, but this projection still comes from this mind, this illusory psychological condition in which the ego finds itself, in which the person finds itself.
We do need a Revelation of God. Note, it is not a movement of meeting Him; it is not to have an encounter, from this movement of encounter, what we are looking for, because as persons, we are living in an inner condition sustained by mental conditioning, by psychological conditioning, in an illusory condition, in a condition of fantasy, of fiction.
The fantasy, the fiction, the illusion consists in this "person," in this "me." The imagination, the fiction of an entity present here that can have an encounter with God over there. The Truth about you is the Liberation from illusion. Only when we become Aware of the Truth about us, about who we are, then this door opens, this portal to the Reality of God, to the Truth of God.
The Truth about who we are ends this fiction, this imagination, it ends this idea of someone present, the person here, separated from God, this "me" separated from the other, separated from Life. The vision of Reality consists in the end of the illusion of the truth of what we are demonstrating to be, seeming to be.
The presence of Self-awareness is the awareness of how we are dealing with others, with ourselves, and with life. We are dealing with him or her from the "I." The "I" is an element that thinks, that feels, that does, that accomplishes things. The "I" is the element that is in search or in pursuit. This element, this "I," is an idea of thought. Therefore, it is an imagination created by thought-the presence of this "I."
There is no such thing as someone present here to have an encounter with God over there. The Reality of Life is here, and the Reality of Life is Life itself, and this Life is the Divine Truth. So, the Revelation of the Truth of God becomes present when the illusion of this "I" is no longer there, this "I" that thinks, feels, does, desires, fears, carries problems and conflicts. When we have the end of this "I," we have the Awareness of the Truth of God.
Ramana Maharshi, the Sage of the Mountain of Arunachala, spoke about Atma Vichara. The words Atma Vichara are an expression that means self-inquiry, self-investigation. It is the investigation into the nature of this "I"; the importance of this discovery, of this verification that we are facing an illusion. To look at yourself and be aware of how you function is Atma Vichara, it is self-observation; and Atma Vichara is the presence of Meditation.
Thus, where we have the presence of Atma Vichara, of this self-observation, we come closer to the Truth of Meditation. What allows us to have the vision of the Reality of God, notice, to have the discovery of the Truth of God-is not, I repeat, to leave here to have a meeting with God in the future, but it is to have Awareness of the Reality of God revealing itself here-and what makes this possible is the presence of Meditation.
So, what is Meditation? Meditation, what is it? Meditation is looking at the present moment, discovering how to look at this moment without the "I." When you have a thought here, at this moment, the idea in you is that you are someone present behind that thought.
When you see the rain falling, you don't feel responsible for the rain falling; you are not the one responsible for the rain falling. However, when you see a thought arising in you, you believe that you are the element responsible for that thought.This responsibility is an imagination of the own thought that arose. If that thought weren't there, you wouldn't have any idea of being someone thinking. The idea of being someone thinking exists because the thought is there. What comes first is always the thought, and only afterward comes the thinker.
When we have the presence of thought, we feel like the parents of the thought, responsible for the thought. But if you examine, investigate, look closely, which requires the presence of self-observation, of this looking free from beliefs, conclusions, evaluations, and choices, free from liking or disliking, if you get closer and look at thought in this way, you'll perceive that thought is just a response arising now due to some stimulus that arose. However, that thought wasn't produced by you, it appeared because of memory, of recollection.That is, it's the presence of the past arising.
And when thought arises, our model of psychological conditioning, of mental conditioning, is to believe we are present, thinking. No, we are not thinking, it is thought that has arisen! The idea of someone thinking is also something that has arisen with the thought. Thought itself creates a fragment of itself, which is the image of the person, this "me," this "I," of this thinker. That's what we need to discover here in order to go beyond the "ego," beyond the "I," beyond the thinker.
Therefore, we need to discover the truth that there is no thinker for thoughts; and when that becomes clear, this idea of separation between thought and thinker disappears. When that disappears, we are simply facing an appearance. Just as rain is an appearance and you are not responsible for it, when thought is present, it is also an appearance. You assume responsibility only when, at this moment, you identify with thought, then arises the sense of the "I," of the ego.
In life, we are acting based on thought because we are assuming thought through this thinker. When we learn to look at thought without the thinker, thought does not sustain itself. When we learn to look at a feeling like sadness, at an emotion like anger, at a sensation like desire or fear, when we learn to look without the sense of an "I" being present, this experience undergoes a profound change; and when that happens, we have the end of this "I."
The presence of Meditation is a new space that arises when there is this quality of looking, of perceiving, of being aware of how the mind functions. And when that is present, at this moment, Something beyond the mind is Revealed. This Something beyond the mind is the Divine Reality. Can we, in this life, assume the Truth of this encounter with God, of this realization of the Reality of God? Thus, the word "encounter" here takes on a new meaning: the meaning of the realization of a present Reality, fully assuming this body and this mind.
When we have the cessation of the "I," due to the end of this internal psychological condition of a model of conditioned mind, we have the end of fear, the end of conflicts of desires, the end of this condition of sensation, something that brings us much suffering, something that brings contradictions, conflict, and suffering for this sense of "I." Then, at this moment, we have the Revelation of the Reality of God, when the mind quiets down, when the brain silences itself, and this internal condition undergoes a profound change.
So, we come face-to-face with the Truth of the non-existence of the "I." And then, with the comprehension of this Truth, the Reality of God reveals itself here, at this moment. This is what we are seeing here with you in these meetings. We have online meetings on weekends, where we are, on Saturdays and Sundays, working on this with you-two full days. I want to leave you an invitation: you'll find, in the description of the video, our WhatsApp link so you can join these weekend online meetings.
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